So yeah I have a very big question to ask you,guys...

What is the difference between doing smth for achieving smth and doing smth for entertaining and because you like it?

I know it,maybe,sounds ridiculous,but that's my big question that I was trying to answer myself ! 'cause I am really curious if this affects my work with smth! I have been producing music for almost 2 years already,and I am still doing the same mistakes,on the mixing,mastering and,of course,dubstep!And I am watching a lot of tutorials and livestreams and a lot of videos that are useful,but I keep doing the same mistakes.Some time ago,I thought that that's because of my PC that is shit,with that CPU,but it seemed that's not the problem why I was doing the same mistakes.

And I was watching yesterday a Q&A from a early music producer(same age,same nationality),that really succeeded in what he wanted and he said that the producer mustn't force himself on doing this,because he has to or because he wants to achieve something,but he must do it for entertaining and because he likes it!And then I realized that,maybe...that's the problem that I am trying to solve.

I am such a person,who wants to prove smth to the whole community what he can do,I want to prove to my friends, to my family(they was always saying that THIS isn't success and I won't get anywhere with this)that I can do more than those shitty tracks I have uploaded so far(except the last one :) )and maybe that's why I am still there,that's why I can move...I'm stuck...please help me,people!(I don't want to give up on this)

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